You ever have a friend who think's you're the bad guy getting in the way of his love life and purposely trying to piss him/her off,

but the fact is you're stuck in the middle defending him from authorities only to be disappointed by his/her performance 

and his timing of when to do certain things?

 

When we're in a rush, and need to get somewhere- and I get complaints about why "my friend" is washing his hands

or why he's holding a water bottle and folding his shirt instead of helping to pack up?

Or we're in a rush to another show and he's suppose to lead but he's still parked though everyones out waiting on him?

Asking about future performances when the one we're doing is not even finished?

Driving? don't even talk about that.

Sleeping over at your place? I was asked by someone... "Is this guy crazy?"

Authorities asking why it's always him doing this and that and him doing things wrong even though he's been with the group for a year.

 

What you don't see is the fact that I brought you back; I'm partly at fault for your mis-doings

 

Honestly, I can only be so patient- when everyone else has lost patience

I tell you in the form where it's not so obvious and you take it for face value and misinterpret.

I brought you back and I'm trying to smarten you up; authorities have made the rules, Don't mess with the rules with your suggestions.

The way you do things and the way we do things are different; Experience wise- authorities have way more, though new ways of teaching is alright...

it's only alright if you get cleared by authorities first, because specific focus is different which you probably don't understand why.

I've been there much longer, I'm still learning how to coach from authorities-

So why do I get the vibe that you're trying to become the authorities? 

and blaming me for shutting you down.

I'm supposed to be writing a 1500 word paper, instead, I'm stuck... thinking, not bout the paper, but, her~.

Who is her?

actually it's a couple of hers~. 2 girls, one that I've grown to let go and completely convince myself that she's a thing of the past.

The other is a girl that I've started convincing that she might be my future.

Both are... honestly still important to me, although no one knows. But what could I possibly do when I know one is a million in one while the other is no longer within the realms of "friendship"?

Grasp and hold on? sounds pretty much like me.

Can I just... like you from deep down inside?
and Hide this from everyone

ok, No more- it's a thing of the past;